It feels so ironic that I'm supposed to be teaching on staying creative and sane next weekend, when I feel so paralyzed and out of my mind. But I know that's not truth. It's not You talking. You have me doing this for a reason, and I can do it like none other. I'm particularly fitted for this. My weakness is Your raw material. My anxiety Your platform to bring honesty and authentic power.
I am worried about spending lots of time with three intense and sensitive and honest and intimate friends. Afraid something will go wrong, especially if it's my fault. I don't want to disappoint them. I also want to make sure I have space, boundaries (esp. emotional), and it seems impossible to guarantee. Would You pave the way for me? Would You help me cry if I need to?
I am worried about spending lots of time with three intense and sensitive and honest and intimate friends. Afraid something will go wrong, especially if it's my fault. I don't want to disappoint them. I also want to make sure I have space, boundaries (esp. emotional), and it seems impossible to guarantee. Would You pave the way for me? Would You help me cry if I need to?
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